With: M.J. Schiller
This is to be a monumental year for me. My eighteen-year-old triplets will be leaving in the Fall to attend college at the University of Missouri-Columbia, a good four and a half hours away from me. Sigh. It all went so fast! It seems like yesterday they were climbing into my lap to read stories, riding their tricycles up and down the driveway, and pretending to be unicorns in our back yard. Saying goodbye is tough for three reasons.
One, the obvious, you’ll miss whoever you are saying goodbye to. I’ll miss the way hearing them come in the door at the end of the day brought an automatic smile to my face. Miss the, “Hey! How was school?” and their answers. Even their unanswers like, “Okay, I guess.” I’ll miss how my son Ryan tells me stories about the residents in the nursing home he works at. I’ll miss the way my son Mitch helps me with my physical fitness. I’ll miss the way my daughter Hannah shares some of the same celebrity infatuations as I do (Hel-l-l-lo, Green Arrow!) But…what I won’t miss-CONSTANT laundry, dirty dishes left to harden on the counter (right above the dishwasher!), sibling ugliness, going to cook dinner and finding the objects you needed have been consumed despite your warnings...the list is long.
A second reason it is hard to say goodbye is the fear of the unknown. I have been a mom for over twenty years, and, of course, I will continue to be a mom, but not in the same way. What will it be like when the noise disappears? (And, I’ve gotta say, we can be noisy!) How will I deal with missing them? What will it be like to walk in the door and not trip over shoes? For my husband and I to have privacy again? So many unknowns. And there’s always that feeling…someone leaves a job and says, “Don’t worry. I’ll be back to visit.” But it’s never the same. Sharing your daily life with someone brings a certain closeness that can’t be achieved any other way. But…there have been many other stages in my life when changes have come, and I was able to handle them. And let’s face it, despite my telling them that I could live in their dorm closets, they are going to grow up and fly away. That is how it is meant to be. And that’s a good thing. …Or so they tell me.
A third reason it is hard to say goodbye is worrying about the person/persons whom are leaving. Will they remember the lessons we’ve taught them and make the right decisions? Will the world treat them kindly? Will they meet the right people, move in the right direction, find happiness? How will they do when I’m not there to give them a hug at the end of a bad day?
Okay, enough! This is getting depressing and I certainly don’t want to depress you. In life it is all about perspective. Choosing to look at the negative or focus on the positive. I’m proud of all that my kids have accomplished and all they have yet to accomplish. I’m happy for all the opportunities that await them at the University of Missouri-Columbia, my husband’s and my alma mater. I’m excited to have more time for my writing and more alone time with my hubby. More opportunities to travel. More nights where we bag making dinner and go out and eat. And, since we’re season ticket holders at Mizzou, I’ll be able to see the kids at every home game. Change, though difficult, is not always bad.
What about you? Has life taught you any tricks to make saying goodbye easier? Anyone out there a change-hater like me? (Everything is fine. Why does it have to change?) Do you cringe when they announce changes at work? Or are you energized by change and ready to try something new?
Princess Megan in my latest release, LADY OF THE KNIGHT, has difficulty with the changes in her life. First she has to adapt to being a Knight’s wife, and then everyone believes that her husband is dead, when she can feel it in her bones that he is alive. Is she cracking up? And what do these changes mean for Orion, her husband’s apprentice, the second man that loves her? Aha, ha! You’ll just have to read to find out. Meanwhile, here’s a blurb to entice you further and then I’d love to have you comment if you feel like it. And be sure to enter the drawing for two e-copies of the first in the ROMANTIC KNIGHTS TRILOGY, LEAP INTO THE KNIGHT. Thanks for reading!
LADY OF THE KNIGHT
Can she betray the man she loves in order to save him?
Newly wed, Maggie is trying to figure out how life married to a Knight of the High Order is supposed to work. Then an explosion rips her husband away from her. Everyone believes him to be dead, but in her heart she knows it’s not true. How is she supposed to find him when others think she’s crazy for even looking?
Will he betray The Order to make his way back to her?
Darius’s captor wants information about Council members. If the Knight is killed keeping The Order’s secrets, his newfound life with Maggie will come to an abrupt end. Will duty win out over love?
And will he betray his best friend for the woman he loves?
Orion has learned to keep his distance from Maggie, but when circumstances throw them together in a very intimate way, how can he be expected to remain a loyal friend to Darius? He may be a Knight, but he’s human, too. He wants to do what’s right for all of them, but what’s right is becoming increasingly unclear.
When hearts are pulled in separate directions, each painful decision they make could affect them all. Join us for another ROMANTIC KNIGHT!
They both turned to stare out the window at the spot where Darius’s ship had last been. There was no trace of the ship. All that was left was a cloud of debris. A cold wave of shock hit Orion. He froze, his mind grinding to a halt until all that was left was the one thought. Darius was gone. His master was gone. In the back of his mind a voice screamed, “Maggie!” but it took a while for it to register. When it did, it rang clearly. “Maggie.” He looked over and then reached out to comfort her but she shrugged him off.
She straightened her shoulders, drawing herself taller, but she seemed to force the words from her lips. “Stop, Orion. Darius is fine.”
“Maggie…” He was at a loss for words. How could she deny what she saw with her own eyes?
“I’m telling you, he’s fine.” Her eyes shot fire. “Run a scan for life-forms if you don’t believe me.”
Everyone stared at the commander. For a moment he stared at her with pity, unsure of what to do. Finally he turned and said quietly, “Lieutenant Skruggs, run a life-form scan.”
Skruggs pushed up his glasses and dutifully punched several buttons on his console.
“There are no signs of life, sir. I’m sorry,” he added compassionately to Maggie.
Something seemed to snap inside of her, and she charged at the man, emitting a growl. Orion stepped in front of him and grabbed her by the shoulders.
“YOU LIAR!” she shouted at the man vehemently. “Orion, he’s lying to you.” She gazed into his eyes, her face still enraged but also pleading with him. “Can’t you see that he’s lying to you?” Her jaw tensed, and her eyes became hard. “Do something, Orion.” At the end, her voice cracked.
“Maggie, honey...” He tried to find the words to reason with her.
“Get …y-your hands… off…me-e-e!”
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M.J. Schiller is a lunch lady/romance-romantic suspense writer. She enjoys writing novels whose characters include rock stars, desert princes, teachers, futuristic Knights, construction workers, cops, and a wide variety of others. In her mind everybody has a romance. She is the mother of a twenty-year-old and three eighteen-year-olds. That's right, triplets! So having recently taught four children to drive, she likes to escape from life on occasion by pretending to be a rock star at karaoke. However…you won’t be seeing her name on any record labels soon.
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